| Man I need to go to work tomorrow and I really don't want to. I should really sleep earlier if I have to wake up for a morning flight, at least this one is pretty late. My sleeping and eating schedule is all screwed up because I finally adjusted to the different timezone the morning that I came back to the US. My trip to Korea was pretty crazy. Too much to put into a Xanga entry or explain in an aim conversation. If you want to talk about it give me a call. Family, Seoul, freedom from work, coming back to New York City, and more...
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| Man I've been feeling so bi-polar lately. Sometimes everything is so awesome, sometimes everything seems like it sucks. I've been watching all these episodes of True Life and Made on MTV and they really make me really think. Its so inspiring to see people reach their goals, but I think its so much more real to see people struggle. Sometimes they fail, sometimes they succeed. Maybe I should be on one of these episodes. I just think way too much. Maybe I'll just buy a ps3 to deal with all the boredom haha. On another note, I feel so frustrated because I want to say something to you but it won't really change anything and I'll probably just feel like a jerk. Well this was a pointless xanga entry, sorry for wasting your time. Does anybody even read this anymore? I update so infrequently I don't know why I still have this...
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| Man, I feel like I have so much to say, but I can't think of the words to express myself. Work has been pretty crazy and then visiting Cornell was such a stark contrast. I think the biggest thing I noticed was that even though life after college moves faster, building relationships moves so much slower. One of the biggest differences is that you're not looking at 4 years of getting to know people, but the rest of your life. Things take so much more time when people have their own lives and their own things to take care of. You can hear about it, but I don't think you can ever really prepare for it. I guess I just have to get used to it....
Trying to adapt to working life has been tough too. I'm living the Asian American dream; going to a good school, getting a good job, and making good money. But sometimes it just feels so empty and meaningless. I mean I like my job a lot, at this point there is no other job out there for me at least not a corporate/business job. Sometimes I wish I just took a year off before I started work and did ministry or something like that. But maybe I'm just saying that to myself so I don't feel like I sold out and traded my soul for money. Often, people invest their lives into work and money, but they don't even realize it. It just seems like the logical next step in life. But as cliche as this sounds, there is so much more to life than that. There has to be...
I guess the next logical step in life is to find a wife haha. Too bad it isn't going to happen any time soon. Til' next time kids.
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